All non erotic so far, lots of plot I feel I'm plodding through but it's important for the story. Will pick up soon I promise.
Nargles
Kelly didn't notice as she drifted off into her own thoughts. When she blinked back Billy was gone and the
room quiet. She looked at the canvas
with mistrust. It was set neatly against
the stand on the floor. Had a Nargle
done that? She looked at the light
burning behind a shade above her. Dry husks
of dead gnats and moths baked on shade against the light bulbs. She'd never be able to find a nargle in
there. She was here wasn't she? Her reality... the idea of being stuck in a
trance startled her.
It was a scary thought. She
looked at the canvas again. It
beckoned. Billy was right, it was really
late. Her eyes felt heavy and the whole
day felt like a dream; her imagination gone wild. Maybe she could sleep now. She cut the desk light off and started for
the door. Her finger paused on the
switch and she looked back. Looking back
felt irresistible.
The canvas had become a mirror again. Her pajamma legs stopped just short of her
ankles. They had been shrunk one too
many times in the wash. Billy had
probably done all her clothes on high heat...
The gentle joint and Achilles tendon at the back of her smooth pink feet
looked tender. How was she suppose to
fight this thing, this perfect evil? Who
was she? Her hands tugged her pants down
to cover her weak looking ankles.
Inadvertently pulling the rim down below her hips and resting just above
her mons mound. The curves of her toned
tummy and top of her butt threw tantalizing shadows.
The canvas rippled and turned white.
A clean white tunnel sitting on the floor that lead to another
place. She stopped, fighting to turn and
leave it behind. Once her mind was off
it, it would disappear. Again the
question, had she done it or was something being showed to her? And by what?
Kelly stepped back into the room and shut the door. Billy would go crazy if he saw. The tunnel was curious, was it her question
that created it? She moved closer but
didn't touch the canvas to put it back up.
She knelt by it on the floor. The
perception deepened and the tunnel lead into a larger white room. It looked clean like a peaceful place in her
mind. Last time she touched the canvas
it had scared her, but this was different, she could feel it was safe. Billy would check on her before he left for
school. She giggled thinking of him
finding nothing but the empty canvas, but it wasn't a joking matter. She got on all fours. It looked like she could just crawl in and
back out if she wanted. The space was
tight if she had to hurry but it was a chance the was about to take. She didn't raise her hand to touch it. Somehow, maybe it was the light that spilled
from the window into her room, or maybe it was the depth, but she pushed in
head first without fear.
The brightness made her wince as she emerged from the tunnel into
the larger space. It was like her
backyard but made of light. She feared
the open space of the yard last night but not this light. Before standing she looked back into her
room. Her world was on the other side
this time. It was a window between
places, and hers looked dark and ominous compared to this place. Kelly stood eyes wide and full of
wonder. The place was simple yet more
than she could imagine. Safe, clean,
anesthetic smell like ionized water.
Something caught her attention on the floor. A black circle, like a manhole cover. A Nargle.
Her comic face on it changed to a smile and excited eyes. It changed to a black kitten and rolled on
the ground begging for a tummy rub.
Kelly's heart swelled and she looked back at the doorway to her
room. It was stable.
Her easy touch slid behind the kitten ear for a scratch. The creature erupted in soft purrrrs of
appreciation. Kelly lovingly scooped it
into her hands. She wanted to sit and
when she turned her couch was behind her.
Kelly straightened. The warm
kitten in her hands didn't notice the changed but Kelly worried at the
couch. It was hers, she knew. It was her couch from her apartment at this
very moment, but without Billy and without disturbing her reality. She looked to the window again only able to
see a strip of carpet in her room.
The kitten stood and pawed at her stomach before pushing his tiny
claws into her shirt and started climbing.
Kelly relaxed. "Whoa little
guy." She smiled and held the
kitten to her chest sitting on the couch.
The soft fuzzball climbed her shirt like an obstacle course.
"Just what are you little guy?" she asked the question but as the kitten
played in her lap she knew the answer.
This wasn't her first time encountering a nargle. Her breaths got deeper and her eyes
closed. She didn't want to remember. She had a sense of falling as her minds eye
remembered the wolf. It's look of
compassion before bursting into fairy dust.
But before that. The Bee that
attacked Candace, the grub she first drew, all of them. Those had been twisted nargels, tortured and
changed, zombified in cage of poisoned intentions and puppet strings.
The kitten in her lap started to sleep. It's tiny chest rose and fell. It was warm but it felt more alive, more
substance than a shape shifting shadow, it was a spirit of it's own. The couch made shadows in the space and
another black kitten came from under the edge.
Another popped up on the arm and started over to her on the back. In the light with Kelly, Darkness couldn't
twist them into his will. More and more
kittens surrounded Kelly who was overcome with joy. They radiated pure love for her. They loved her as they loved being in the light. The nargles were slaves to a purpose, but
Kelly was changing that.
She couldn't believe it there were no less that fifteen kittens on
and around her. She stood up like a
kitten Christmas tree. One jumped and
landed skidding on the floor. Another
lost grip of her shirt and started to fall before sinking claws into her pajama
pants. The kitten didn't weigh two
pounds but pulled her pants down exposing her clean panties. They felt Darkness was coming even in this
place of light. They all jumped,
scattered, and ran disappearing under the couch.
Kelly jerked her pants up and stepped closer to the tunnel. It was quiet and she felt that whatever she
was suppose to do here was done. And she
didn't want to overstay her welcome. She
dropped to all fours and hustled back into her room. The air felt different, stuffier and laden
with smells and life. The canvas had
closed and sat blank on the floor once she was out.
"I'll have to try that again!" but no one was around to hear not even the nargles.
Sleep never came for Billy.
Blue morning light was filtering in through the curtains. He lie awake so mindful of his love upstairs
and the danger she was in. What had
happened to her was horrible, beyond forgiveness or understanding but somehow he
knew it was far from over. Kelly seemed
to know it too but she wasn't afraid. He
didn't understand her. Jealousy stabbed
at his heart when he thought about it.
Why wouldn't she turn from this path; take a safer road? His alarm would go off soon. It wasn't actually his alarm but a pink one
he borrowed from Kelly's room. A smile
inched across his face as he heard the first sign of her since he left. He had wanted to go sit outside her studio
door all night until she went to bed but knew better. He was wide awake but stayed quiet and still.
The studio door finally creaked open. Kelly's catlike grace felt stronger than ever
as she moved down the stairs. She wanted
to run and jump over the railing. She
felt lithe and smooth like flowing water.
It could have been the first morning light but she felt incredibly awake
and alert. The note was on the table and
Kelly couldn't help but step out onto the back porch. Billy jumped up worried but relaxed when he
saw she was just standing in the morning quiet.
It was out there. It was in a
hiding in a place of pure darkness gathering strength. The Nargles were dancing in the shadows too,
there was so much more to life than she have ever knew. She had always thought exploration and
knowledge came from drawing a bigger map; knowing where the roads went. Her spatial existence knew no other way. What she had to understand now wasn't knowing
what was on the other side of the mountain but within herself. Worlds within worlds. How many dimensions existed in her back yard
right now?
Her mind came to the Darkness again.
It was weak and growing power in her world just as she grew in
it's. There was a relationship between
everything, the Darkness, the nargles, her emotions, and the physical world she
walked but she didn't understand any of it.
The Nargles, she didn't understand them at all. They were connected to the Darkness or maybe
the Darkness used them like she had.
They had chased her home that night, and drew her to the dumpster behind
Country Kitchen. Did they operate on
their own or only through influence?
They were like spirits, but the word felt wrong. They were... a consciousness, a thing. She had felt each one different and yet
strong enough to distinguish but all the same.
Most of the small backyard was lit, the sun wasn't over the hilltop
yet but it would be shortly. Billy would
find her out here for sure. Several
Nargles were over in the creek bed, they seemed to become more active when she
noticed them and even more so as she watched.
Just as she guessed, Billy pushed the sliding glass door open and
stepped out.
"Good... Morning?"
"Why does everything you say have to be a question?" Kelly
didn't mean to snap at him but she didn't like being disturbed.
"Sorry, I didn't know whether to say good morning or good
night." He came up beside her and
leaned against the rail wondering if she had been looking at something or just
starring off into the distance.
"Geeezz, I didn't mean anything."
"Whatever Billy. Did you
get the list off the table?"
"I will." He wanted
to say so much more but didn't have the words.
"I didn't expect to see you up so early; you thinking about coming
to school?" Not knowing what to say
was worse than being helpless. If he was
helpless the die was cast, and it wasn't up to him but knowing there may be
something he should say or do without knowing what was so much worse.
"In a few hours I'll have been up for a full day."
"You didn't sleep at all last night!" His eyes were wide.
Kelly softened and cracked a smile, "You finally said something
to me that wasn't a question. Well it
was a question but not said like one."
He looked at her confused and she just shook her head and waved the
comment off.
"I really think you should go to school today even if you're
dead tired; it would be good for you."
"How do you know what I need?"
"I... just know that you've been though... ahh.." His eyes betrayed his memories. She was beautiful and strong beside him. Her hair clean and straight, her face milky
and smooth, lips gentle red and healthy.
But Billy saw her as he had seen her days ago when her lips were
dehydrated, chapped, and cracked; her face had.. had... and her hair... and her
body.... ... It was finally too much and he looked away.
Kelly let out a heavy sigh, rolled her eyes and walked away. It was that look, she had seen it on his face
so many times. That look infuriated
her. In Billy's eyes she was reduced to
nothing. Her strength and eyes full of
wonder, her hope all of it was taken when he looked at her. Of all the people she could have been saved
by why Billy? Annoyance rose to
anger. She wanted it gone. Those memories, what had been done. She had to separate herself from that
weakness to fight. It was from a
different time, a different life. Kelly
knew that was a lie, but it made her feel better.
She bounded up the stairs two at a time and paused at the top
looking at the bathroom door. Maybe it
would be good to go see Candace. Anyone
but Billy. No one else would know. There would be questions yes, but Billy was
the only one who knew. Maybe that's why
Candace hated him so much. He helped her
once too.
Candace. Her name and memory
felt sweet now. So much had happened,
seeing Candace again wouldn't be so simple but Kelly longed for what they had
once shared. That feeling of closeness
and understanding. If anyone would be
able to understand it would be Candace.
Kelly slipped inside the bathroom and closed the door clicking the door
lock. It was always warmer in the
bathroom. Maybe going to school wouldn't
be so bad. She did feel great despite
the lack of sleep. The thought never occurred
to her that Billy might want to use the bathroom.
The first spit of water was ice cold but soon warmed until steam
rose from behind the curtain. Kelly slid
her clothes off and stood looking at herself in the mirror. Nothing had changed. Nothing she could see anyway, but she felt
different, looked at her body in a different way. Somehow she had never consciously thought of
herself as a woman. A body of
purpose. Climbing in the shower Kelly
was aware, too aware of her nakedness and vulnerability. She was something special. Not as the superficial person and skill set
that Mrs. Francis coveted, or even the womanly wiles that Billy desired, but
something more. A kindness in her spirit
a purity, a naive hope that had somehow survived. That's what the Nargles reacted to. The water was hot and her skin soaked up the
warmth and soothing steam. Everyone and
everything wanted something from her. To
leave her somehow with less when they were done. But what did she want? Her small hand ran the slick lump of soap over
her breasts, stomach and legs. It felt
safe in the shower again. She had feared
it may never feel the same but even though her back was turned to the drain she
felt safe. Her body yearned beneath her
soapy hands. Soap suds clung to the
faint patch of light brown pubic hair at her mons. Her hand rubbed the soap in. She wasn't sure how long it had been since
her last shower, and though she had only been around the house in PJ's, the feminine
odor was strong. Sensual desire burned,
but Kelly only felt a sense of lose. Her
finger dipped between her labia relishing the thousands of nerve endings
tingling her brain with slick clean goodness.
The soap mixed with her biological slick and she sunk her finger
in. It wasn't like before, her body was
open now. It was the discovery of what
had been done. Her body clenched on the
finger as she flicked it inside feeling the fleshy pressure. A pumpknot, the muscle of her cervix, her
tiny clenched opening was just inside.
She tried to forget, tried not to remember and put it in the back of her
mind but it wouldn't. She thought of how
her body had been abused and beaten, how this had been pushed and stretched
back as deep as her body would allow.
The equivalent to her body's Fort
Knox had been raided.
Billy's knuckles rapped on the door, "I kinda need to use the
bathroom." To Billy he was being quiet,
polite, and patient, but she was used to living alone.
Kelly breathed an angry sigh though clenched teeth. She knew he didn't have long before the bus;
she was figureing whether to go or not herself.
And for him to bother her again so soon, he must really have to go. Again the sore feeling; he had seen her naked
before. This time she wasn't... like
before and she had a shower curtain, but there was no mystery to it, no reason
to say no. It hurt. When she had ventured into the bathroom while
Billy took a shower there was a tension in the air. Tension of knowing someone you only knew at
school was naked in the same room. That
naive sense of childhood was gone.
"Come on." She was done
and exploring how her body changed wasn't helping her mood.
Billy was modest and turned his back to her while standing above the
toilet. The air was steamy and smelled
of fresh fruit. He fumbled his penis
though his open zipper, but nothing happened.
The bus ride would be torture if he didn't go now, his bladder was
full. He was too aware of Kelly. He swallowed a lump in his throat, he knew he
should have just went outside. He felt
like a pet, some sort of guard dog.
Billy was so absorbed in his self loathing that he relaxed and finally
began to pee.
"Are you done yet? Gezz Louise..."
"Yeah, sorry.." He
wasn't done but cut the flow short. It
burned, but he would do anything to stay on Kelly's good side. "So are you coming to school?" Billy zipped up feeling a drop or two escape
after cutting it short.
"I guess so. I do wan to
ask Mrs. Francis for something. What
time is it?"
"You've got ten minutes."
Billy left the bathroom ecstatic, not only did he not have to worry
about her, but maybe she would realize just how crazy she was acting.
Ten minutes later the bus roared around the bend. Billy looked back at the apartment
nervously. The bus flashed yellow then
red as it pulled up and opened the door.
He was dumbstruck and didn't know what to do. She had to come back to the real world. If she didn't come back to school soon the
whole charade would come down real fast.
He didn't want to do it and was already numbering the things to leave
out, but maybe it was time to bring Candace up to speed. And he had almost made up his mind to do it
when Kelly came bursting out of the apartment.
He felt a little selfish at the thought but at least it wasn't on his
shoulders anymore. Either she would be
fine, or an adult would do what needed to be done.
Billy took the first empty seat.
He didn't see Candace; she had been riding the bus this week. Usually her dad took her to school and her
mother would when he was away, but since Kelly had was hopeing to see her. Kelly took her seat beside him.
"Too bad Candace isn't riding today; you need to talk to
her." Billy felt things might go
back to normal if things went right today.
He was also glad Kelly didn't have Candace's sense of social image but
wasn't sure how to act. He didn't know
who paid attention but coming out of Kelly's house would might draw undue
attention and that was the last thing the needed.
"I'm sure I'll see her at school." Kelly was short and didn't feel like idle
chatter. She looked around the bus and
at kids like it was her first time.
The ride to school was long and quiet between the two. To Billy and anyone paying attention she
looked silly, like the first time a small child sees snow. Luckily the kids were all self absorbed in
their own chatter and gossip.
They approached the bus lot where they would be let off. Billy started to feel more and more nervous
as he saw the other kids. Surely someone
would notice soon. Kelly, however;
didn't seem bothered at all, she felt just as sure of herself and place as ever. The bus stopped and the driver pulled the
mechanized lever to open the doors. The
day was about to begin.
Single file the students stepped off the bus and into the
madness. The bell would ring shortly and
the hallways were packed with kids trying to savor the last few moments with
their friends. Girls hoping for just a little
more gossip about which boys liked who, and boys oblivious gathered with
similar ranks to wonder about the girls.
Jocks, Cool Kids, Bad Boys, Goths, and Dorks created strategic huddles
to look at their prospective girl counterpart groups. In the middle of the meyham other students
were just trying to get to class. Rivers
of bodies flowed through the small hallways.
An outside intelligence might wonder what sort of hive mind controlled
the orderly chaos. Kelly was in her own
world again. To Billy she looked out of
place, one who doesn't belong, but her blank stare and steady determined
forward push was very much in sync. She
knew just where to go and how fast.
Billy struggled to keep up. She
would hope two steps ahead around a blind corner at the exact moment to avoid
an oncoming torrent of traffic, while he ran right into the middle of
hell. He called after her but she was
gone.
He finally gave up and stopped.
A river of students coming up the hall on one side and another going
down. He was bumped pushed and cursed at
but he couldn't figure for the life of him what Kelly was after. As soon as she stepped off the bus she looked
to be following an invisible trail like a hound. He didn't want to admit it, and it worried
him to consider the possibility. Kelly
had been convinced she could see something he couldn't, Nargles...
Kelly rounded the corner to the walkway to nowhere. The world faded, the students distant. She was alone and moved unhindered,
unaffected. This was it she was about to
have answers. It was so simple to her
why hadn't she investigated this before.
She walked forward and finally out of the flow of kids. She was in a trance but no one even noticed
her as she stepped off the edge of concrete.
This place, the beggining. Her
shoes moved the leaves like heavy snow.
It was out there, she didn't know what but she had never been so
sure. She walked further into the shabby
forest and stood in the middle of five small sapling trees, equally spaced,
five points. Her feet spread shoulder
length like she was about to lift weights.
She had arrived and looked down.
They had been here before.
Billy came bounding around the corner and ran smack into a girl and
nearly knocked her over. He shared an
English class with her. She had just
dropped off some late work to Miss. Francis and was running late to her first period
class. She was Billied. He was apologiznig all over himself when he
saw Kelly's figure in the distance.
Kelly was bent over digging with both hands in the woods. The bell rang. Five minutes to class. Further down the walkway the traffic lessened
and Billy picked up speed almost running, his love looked possessed. Billy leapt off the walkway when she stopped
suddenly and slowly picked something up.
Kelly held a black volcanic rock arrowhead. It made perfect sense to her. A major piece of the puzzle had been
solved. Her experience wasn't IT's first
manifestation. The tip was melted not
chipped or dull, but melted. Billy took
his place beside her trying to understand but not asking. He knew better than to pry right now. Kelly scooped another handfull of rich
organic dirt and found three more. All
were similarly melted. Her trance was
over, she had been drawn here to learn this.
She knew Billy was probably out of his mind with confusion and handed
him one. He brushed some loose dirt
off. The arrow head was expert. The definition of Native American handwork.
Kelly didn't look at him, but hoped he would understand, "Help
me." She went back to digging like a desperate dog. Her fingernails were thick with dirt.
It would make him late for class but he was a dillagent student and
was rarely late and could afford it.
Perhaps it was Candaces voice or her constant bitch nagging but he was
more worried about what it would look like if He and Kelly both came to class
late. It's what he wanted more than
anything on a selfish level, but he knew who he was and wanted better than
those rumors for Kelly. He was
unconsciously rubbing the arrowhead in his hand. The melted tip was ruogh and his he wasn't
aware how hard he was rubbing it. School
could wait and he focused. What the hell
could melt volcanic rock after it was chipped into an arrow head... What did
the Indians shoot? Kelly was making a
small pile of arrowheads when he began to help.
He didn't say anything. There was
nothing to say.
The late bell rang and neither of them looked up. No one would notice them out here
anyway. A large pile had begun to
form. All of them had the same deformity. The reality of the situation started to sink
in for Billy. If Kelly had just told him
he wouldn't have believed. Just like the
Nargles, but this Evil he knew. He had
seen the shadow that fought the sunlight back.
Alot of things were starting to make sense to him. He had to trust Kelly; why would she put
herself in harms way? The arrowheads
were in a circular pattern. Whatever it
was had been surrounded by arrow fire and died here.
Kelly was counting and putting them in her bookbag, "I have to
take these and figure out what happened here."
"So you're not coming to class then?" Billy breathed a sigh but he understood. "What if you get caught?"
"By who, the Resource officer?" She couldn't stifle a
laugh. "If they even have a new one
yet." Billy was torn, he wanted to
follow her and help but he wasn't sure how much he could help. As always Kelly gave him the direction he
should have been taking all along.
"Just go to class and make an excuse for me."
"But did you want to ask Miss Francis for something?" He was worried and had to protest, it was in
his nauture. "And what about your
Aunt? I didn't get that list of stuff
you wanted."
"This is more important don't worry about it, I'll call her
later."
Billy turned and started to head to class and realized he forgot an
important questiont, "But where are you gonna go?"
"That place that sells dream catchers; it's run by Cherokee
that lived here. They have to know
something about these and if I'm lucky what did this." She scratched at the melted tip with her
fingernail.
"We wont even have to take the bus, we can just walk there
after school."
"Whose we? And I'm not
waiting until after school."
"Kelly, NO. You
promised. Just because we're late for
class doesn't mean..."
"Just cover for me again.
This is something I have to do."
"So when are you comeing back?
This week, next?"
"Now's not the time to worry about it; you're late for
class!" Kelly flopped her bag down
like a dead fish and started piling the arrowheads in the front pocket. Billy didn't approve she knew, but then what
did he like?
Ignoring his feeble protests she made her way up the bank to the
back parking. The same back parking
where she was tricked into the unmarked police cruiser. That was another time, another life. The Indian shop wasn't far away. At the main entrance to the school was the
library and not even a half mile later was the two main streets of town. In the back of her mind was a worry someone
might catch her but she felt free. A
butterfly in the wind.
The road was quiet, one of the few upsides to living in
Spencer. Downtown was split into two
streets, High Street and Low
Street. The
topography of Spencer was all hills and mountains. If it hadn't been a mining town the plan
would have been different but the two halves on a steep hill. Only a few shops survived, consignment shops,
outlets groceries, a Christian outreach ministry, and a coffee shop. The rest were antiques and empty shells. Two of the oldest brick apartment buildings
had been mostly torn down, but like everything else the workers just stopped
and left. The empty slots were like
rotted teeth on Low street. Portions of the old brick and mortar walls
still stood and a Chimney in the middle but the rest of the rubble had never
been removed.
Kelly had never skipped school before, and though it's technically
what she had been doing all week this felt different. It felt liberating. The Indian place was at the farthest end of Low Street. The old brick rubble of the second apartments
had spilled out on the side walk. Being
away from school in the open air and clear sky felt liberating compared to the
cramped damp school. She picked up a
brick. This one red brick could
symbolize and sum up the town. It was
solid, chaffy dry and the corners had nearly worn off. Her adventurous spirit was fed by the
truancy. She hopped up ontop of a pile
of brick. It would have been easy to
twist an ankle or slip and bust her noggin, but Kelly's catlike grace seemed to
be growing. The lot was bigger than it
looked. Her nose wrinkled in
disgust. Graffiti was sprayed just out
of sight on the back wall. The sun was
getting warm, and she had a job to do.
Slipping under the shaded awning of Appalachian Naturals she pushed the
glass door open. A simple bell rang
announcing the customers entrance.
Brian looked up over the counter.
The day was slow, but then every day was slow. He was short and had to lift his nose high to
see from the rocking chair. Kelly was
rather small too, and both thought the store to be abandoned. The store was originally a
"Company" store. Workers at
the mine were given an allowance to shop here to supplement their low wages. That was ages ago but the glass door was the
same and the wind often played tricks on Brian. Kelly browsed the store silently almost
sneezing near the handmade soaps. A
sense of deja'vu hit her, a sense of another life. This place was heavy laden with history. Dust and soot in every crack and crevice, age
humidity and mold cleaned but never removed.
It wasn't until she notice the back of the chair rocking that she made
her way to the counter. Brian finally
looked up when the girl cleared her throat.
"Yes, can I help you?"
He wasn't annoyed, at least he told himself that, but he was used to
long quiet mornings and he was reading a good book.
"I was hoping you could tell me a little about these..."
Kelly reached for her backpack. He
didn't roll his eyes but the light went right out of them. This was no cash paying customer. Kelly dumped a handful of sparkling
arrowheads on the glass countertop.
Instantly his brow forrowed and his mood changed.
He reached for one and picked at the rough melted tip with his
thumbnail, "Yes, these are nice but not uncommon for this area. Where did you find them?" He told a little white lie, arrowheads were
under ever stone, but volcanic rock was rare.
"I dug them up this morning," she showed her dirty
nails. "There was a bunch of them
all together." More and more were
laid out on the counter. Brian blinked,
this was quite a find. "I was
hoping you could tell me about them, I think they killed something."
"These no doubt killed many things. Arrows are shot and retrieved, not
wasted."
"No, I mean look at the tips.
And I found them all facing the same way in a circle."
"They are different."
Brian had absolutely no clue what could have cause the deformed
tips. Flint knapping wasn't an exact science and
required some luck but what ever malformed the tips happened after they were
made. "Where did you say you found
these? Obsidian isn't really found
around here. The Cherokee used flint and
sometimes granite and maybe quartz. The
Cherokee could have made these or maybe the Choctaw. It's hard to tell."
"I'm more curious about what melted the tips."
"That's an interesting question. Might be some ritual I'm not familiar with
like shooting them into a hot fire..."
He knew his words were bullshit but he wanted to be done with the
bothersome girl and get back to his book.
"Well, who would know?"
Brian knew the answer, but didn't want to tell her. His father would know but he never left
home. The girl was determined and he was
started to get curious himself. With a
heavy sigh he knew his day would be ruined, "If anyone would know RedHawk
would."
"Aaaand where can I find him?"
"He's my Dad."
Kelly lit up with excitement, "Can you take me!"
"Can I what?!?"
Something about the girl made him take a small step back. He had seen his share of tourists who
couldn't find their butt with both hand and this girl was different. Very different. He struggled to put his finger on it. She was so sure of herself, so confident and
strong willed. It made him question
himself and it wasn't a comfortable feeling.
"Hey aren't you suppose to be in school or something?"
"Well... yes, but this is more important right now." A unique thing was happening between the two
of them. Native Americans being much
more in touch with the ebb and flow of nature, Brian could sense her will. Her spirit of determination and truth rumbled
like a growing storm on the horizon. It
was nothing new to him. He'd had enough
liars and users who clamed to be shopping when all they wanted was the stores
restroom. He could sense a honest buyer
from a mile off. Those were so rare, and
this girl was unlike anything he'd ever encountered. But what really confused him was her being
able to read him. Kelly sensed him like
the spirit of a spooked horse. Brian was
in his own shop with his favorite chair and a good book beside him but he felt
ready to run. If someone else heard the
conversation, or saw the two of them drive off together... well he felt spooked
and ready to run. The girl was a fraction
of his size yet he felt threatened. Her
spirit was of a rock, and made him feel like a leaf in Autumn.
"I.. don't know what it is you want from me, but..."
"I need to know what did this." She held out a melted arrowhead like a charm
to destroy his resistance. "I
wasn't digging a fort or playing in a sandbox; I was drawn to them. I walked out into a scrubby forest where
nothing grows tall and scooped them up with my hands."
Brian shook his head. He
struggled with his own reality. George
Orwell wrote about doublethink, and Brian fought his own mind. As soon as he had seen the strange melted
tips his mind raced to stories he had heard as a child, but he stood in front
of this child ready to deny it do his last breath.
Kelly saw the fear in his eyes, "What did these
kill?"
"Honestly I don't know."
"You know something..."
"When I was small we had stories and legends of the
Wendigo. When the winter is so cold that
not even the rabbit will come out, the man beast would come. He feasts on human flesh but is never
full. Growing stronger and stronger he
is never satisfied and will never stop until he is killed. It is a battle of spirit, only those with
stronger love can overcome his hunger and hate." Brian pulled a tall stool over. It was reserved for when he was watching
careless children in his shop, but he needed to sit down. Why was he encouraging this girl?
"And you're father told you these stories?"
"No-no.. noo more that's enough."
"We thought it was a ghost at first, then a spirit, but that's
all it was..." Kelly looked away hurt and ashamed, "until
recently..."
Brian leaned forward interested.
There were no pictures when he was a child, but his mind formed an image
of the legendary creature. It was larger
than the biggest bear, loose skin draped over the skeleton like a raggedy
blanket. It could walk like man or move
like a wolf. "You've seen
it?"
"I've.. felt it and seen it possess a man... It was horrible. A nightmare I'll never forget. But you have to hear me I know it! Just like the day ends and night will come,
or the first cold wind that brings winter.
I know it!"
Brian looked out the plate glass storefront like he might suddenly
see a foot of snow. then back,
"It's summertime."
"This thing is old, it came to your people at winter, but your
legends have legends about it. Do you
believe the world had no spirits before Indians?"
Brian took a deep breath at the insult, but she did have a
point. "Then what do you need me
for? If you have all the
answers!"
"Because I have to kill it."
"I think you better leave whatever it is alone. Whether it's bigfoot or a raccoon you need to
get back to school. Where are you
parents anyway, do they know you're not in school?" This little girl had just pushed him too
far. He fumbled around the counter
looking for a phonebook and cordless phone.
"They're dead."
"The words stopped him cold, "I'm sorry I didn't mean
to."
Kelly couldn't believe she found someone in town who didn't know her
story. It was refreshing but for the
first time she wished to have that bit of fame.
For once it might help.
"All I want is you're help.
I can't tell you how important it is to me. Then I'll let you go back to your blissful
days of nothing." Kelly turned to
look at the empty store.
"I don't know who you are and I don't think it's right for-"
"Tell me how many times do you dust to make the shop look
fresh, once a week? This place is a
Museum. When was the last time you had a
customer?"
Brian's face went blank his days ran together, had it been this week
or last? The City of Spencer gave him the space rent free for
historic appeal; the shop had never turned a profit. He took a deep breath of defeat, "So
what do you want?"
"To meet your Dad."
Next chapter: Manitou
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