Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Dark Incarnate - Chapter 6 Book2

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Dark Incarnate Chapter 6 Book 2
By Mr. Black

A New World




Updated 4/7/19 still very rough



Kelly stared at her canvas dressed for an adventure.  She had been caught unprepared over the past weeks and it wouldn't happen again.  Tall hiking boots were tucked into her newest pair of jeans.  None of those washed out or sold with holes jeans, but good strong denim.  The quartz knife bequeathed from Red Hawk hung from a leather belt and a compact Rugar .22 caliber pistol was hidden in her back pocket with an extra magazine in the other.  She had twenty four rounds total and one in the tube.  All her life she had thought vests of all kinds to be out of style and only used by fly fishing mannequins but she made a mental note to find a leather one.  For this trip her best button up would have to do. 

Right on cue the canvas swirled to life.  She pictured Red Hawks cabin as she had entered it the day before.  Kelly wasn't sure if the picture would grab her as the hazy premonition had, or if this one was a window she could crawl into.  She hoped for the latter.  Prepared for the worst she hoped for the best and Billy would be along in a few hours if she did get stuck.  Her eyes winced as she reached out a confident hand to set the canvas on the floor.  If it grabbed her then so be it, she had to face that fear.  Kelly's fingers grasped the edge of the canvas but her thumb dipped in.  With a sigh of relief she carefully set it on the floor and went to hands and knees to crawl in.

The air was cooler on Weather Top where a constant breeze blew.  Unbeknownst to Kelly the scene she saw was quite different from the real world.  Kelly stood up from the small box that contained her room.  She was proud, standing tall and very happy her plan had worked and strode forward and into the cabin.  It was quiet, she was pretty sure she hadn't been noticed yet.  What reality was this, hers or an alternate off chute world where the only difference was her presence here?  If she spoke to Red Hawk or his son then walked back up the next day would they remember the conversation or only her?  If it was the same world was her room empty?  Could she teleport back down the mountain through the portal or had the one and only Kelly Evans vacated the world of her understanding?  The paradox was more than she had time to consider, and beside she hoped she was about to get all those answers.  Looking around everything was just as before, even the luscious smell of leather that she breathed in.  The day outside was hot and the sun high in the sky.  The time of day was about right but something felt amiss, rather too right.  The sense of de-ja-vu was overpowering.  She looked at the saddles just inside the door and chose to change something.  A leather bound hatchet was snapped onto a strap and Kelly wondered about taking it.  She had to know, and took it.  There was an awkward moment while she undid her belt to attach the thing, which she slid behind the knife, but all of this seemed unnoticed.  The wood handle sunk almost to her knee and Kelly knew she would find the thing annoying as it slapped against her with each step. 

Just like the day before she found Red-Hawk out on the front porch overlooking the mountains.  He said nothing and hardly moved only rocked back and forth in the rocking chair.  A computer waiting input from the user, a quick flick of the mouse and double click to start the program.

"Red Hawk?" Kelly asked timidly.

The old Indian looked at the young girl quizzically, “You’ve come for answers but what is it you think I know?”

“Do you know how I got here?”  Kelly thought of the extreme and snaking trail up the mountain.

“Do you know where you are?”

“Yesssss.”  The confidence was stolen.  Kelly understood that she thought she knew.  Carefully she tried to put the pieces together.  She didn’t want to make any stupid mistakes when talking to him, he was obviously trying to lead her.  “I am at the place I drew and I drew your cabin, so I’m somewhere in-between the place I drew and your real cabin.

“Which do you know to be true?”

“So it’s not real?”

“What is real to you?”
Kelly thought for a moment, “Real enough to touch and smell.  Real enough to change.”

“Change what, this place you came to or change yourself?”

Again Kelly thought, but this time specifically of the hatchet on her side.  This place was real, if she gripped the blade it would hurt and then cut what was more real than that?  “The other day I had… an experience.”  She was thinking of the premonition event where she merely touched the canvas and it sent her flying.  “I don’t know how or what I did, but it was like this but… different.  It was real, but not real at the same time.  It was something that could happen or would happen…”

“Why do you ask the question when you know the answer?”

Kelly thought about this for a



Limitations

Dangers, lasting effects

Weakness




Leaving the cabin Kelly looked out at the forested back yard.  The peculiar box was still sitting near the driveway that held her room.  She remarked that its position had been roughly where she had first gotten out of the truck.  She had drawn the place to exacty memory but this wasn’t the real cabin in the really real world.  This tiny string reality created by her and only for her.  Her imagination held a fantastic and incredible curiosity for what else was out there.  Surely she could insert herself into a world that wasn’t her making.  The question of whose world threatened.  The darkness would no doubt own many… maybe all?  But what was the flipside? 

Her world, Kelly struggled with the idea.  It wasn’t just earth it was Earth as she knew it, Kelly’s reality.  Her home world… what should she call it, suddenly she sounded like a space traveler and perhaps she was.  Earth, alpha earth, home world, Earth A?  Whatever it was to be called it had been tampered with and overcome (at least in her eyes) by the Darkness, but what of the light?  What about the perfect world she dreamed of was it out there and what of those places?  Kelly rushed back to the little box that lead into her room.  Where would she go next?

Returning she ran into her room and looked at a clock.  The tomahawk flopped against her leg as she ran.  What she saw was incredible, no impossible, the time hadn’t changed.  She had been gone for nearly an hour she was sure of it.  A part of her even worried that she had lost track of time and Billy would be home.  She had lost between one and three hours.  Time had defiantly passed, but not in her Alpha world.  Beta world is what she chose to call her personal string reality.  Red Hawk was there and she had no doubt of his flesh and blood but something wasn’t quite right.  His responses seemed to echo a deeper subconscious level knowledge of her own understanding.  She wouldn’t get any revelations or clear answers from Beta.  It was still a place where she could reflect and most importantly a place where time didn’t exist. 

Rummaging through a bedside drawer, where her pink alarm clock used to sit, she found a watch her Dad bought.  It kept great time.  Back to the studio she grabbed the composition book they had taken great care to record as much information about these anomalies before and now wasn’t a time to stop.  Kelly hated that she didn’t consider time a variable to record before.  Staring at the canvas again she was vexed; where should she go?  The idea of finding a weakness for the darkness intrigued her but how to do that safely was the trouble. 

Of the creations she had encountered so far each was different with their own cocktail of strengths and weaknesses.  The strongest by far was the spider.  Kelly shuddered at the thought of squaring off against it again.  It was only a matter of time before that happened again.  These things had suddenly been tossed into her world and she had to deal with it.  The Tomahawk was still on her hip so even she was bringing things into the world of her childhood, the Alpha Earth.  The question of whether she had changed her world to some sort of Beta Earth was irrelevant.  It seemed to Kelly Beta World happened the night of her parents wreck.  It wouldn’t do to dwell on these thoughts. 

The canvas swirled to life in front of her but only to the white sterile room.  The giant spider slowly walked center. 

Kelly studied it as she controlled it.  The thing was a nargle of her creation; a copy of the original and this place a test room.  She felt she could control it and had so far but the idea of jumping in was another matter.  The spider walked off center stage and an ugly bloatfly bobbed into view flying unsteadily.  At the sight of the creature Kelly’s stomach knotted up.  It ducked and weaved right off stage.  A fat grub slowly came into view inch by inch.  She rolled her eyes.  What she needed was an opponent not this blob.  The grub painstakingly scooted along making for the far side exit.  “Fuckin thing was never that slow before,” Kelly rolled her eyes and waved a hand and a hurricane wind blew it off the canvas.  She couldn’t help but giggle as it rolled and tumbled out of existence.  The dumb things were deceptively cunning however.  A much more sinister flying creature zapped into view.  The adult Bee from the original grub larva they encountered.  It was black and sleek, fast and agile.  Some bees and wasps were natural enemies of spiders.  Even though the spider came straight from a nightmare this thing could be worse.  The one she had encountered seemed docile and content to stay quiet locked in the dog cage.  Kelly had only seen the last of the attack when Billy, who was tree times its size, wrestled it from Candace’s prone defeated body.  Billy had to outweigh it by a hundred and fifty pounds but it was almost a match for him.  Ants for example are supposed to carry up to a hundred times their body weight. 

From her conversation with Red Hawk Kelly gathered that what happened while “inside” the canvas actually happened.  People, animals, and things may differ, like the tomahawk, but she was a common thread coming and going.  She could come out, or maybe not.  Time seemed to stop so if she fell in there or heaven help her, died, the universe ending purgatory was a sobering thought.  On the other hand, a premonition where she simple touched the canvas was… less solid.  She would have to have help out (Billy’s touch) or find a way out on her own.  The shadow world was held so little useful information and last time it left her with more questions than answers.  If she was to train and prepare for these things in the real world she couldn’t rely on theory.  The Devil hornet, Kelly liked the name better, swopped and stabbed with its stinger.   She took a deep breath and let it out shakily.  She hated bees and spiders, all little creepy crawlies that were either too ugly or too fearsome to be big.  Any sane person would be scared of that thing if it was the size of their thumb nail, and this one’s bigger than the family pet! 

Fear crippled her and it wasn’t until she walked to the window that it hit her.  The thing was a nargle, nothing more than a big angry ballooned nargle.  Kelly smiled thinking of the first encounter and the little expression it made to her.  This thing was no different.  Even through the twisted nargles current state Kelly could see what it really was and felt compassion.  She wanted to see its face look at her with that silly surprise but the creature only seethed hatred. 

Regardless, it was a nargle and on her ground, her canvas and she had power here.  The real world might be different but this was Kelly's world and her mind sketched a small rubber stopper over its stinger making the thing's most deadly weapon harmless.  Kelly couldn't help but burst out with laughter as it dove and tried to sting the ground but only stubbed the rubber into the plain white floor.  Kelly burst into laughter as the menacing insect was thrown to the ground from the rubber stopper.  It would be the perfect opponent, even though she had no idea how hard it might be to kill.  Quickly her mind sketched a bamboo cage while it was on the floor.  The window lowered its view as Kelly placed the canvas on the floor.  She swallowed her throbbing heart and crawled in.  The room held the same sanatised smell with a hint of the green bamboo cage and the unique smell of the bug.  With the tomahawk in her right and knife blade in her left she approached the cage and cut the rope tie with a swing of the ax.  The door fell and she stepped back.  The bee would make the first move, and she react.  Kelly bounced on bent knees ready to lunge or jump; the agile cat feeling was back but her boots felt clumsy.  The tread gripped the floor sure but they felt like blocks. 

The evil bee lumbered out like glad to feel free air.  It was reluctant to use its wings, not sensing a threat; it crawled on top of the cage to conquer it.  With the high ground its eerie eyes locked onto the frail girl.  Kelly was ready for anything and planning for any attack.  But none came.  It starred at her from its perch.  Kelly was stunned she didn’t know what to do, they always attacked!  Her grip on the small hand ax tightened as she took a shuffling step forward.  The Bee shifted and settled but didn’t care.  She rushed forward raising the weapons trying to stir the opponent.  It just rose as if to fly but still did nothing.  Kelly was only a few steps away and feared she was too close to react. 

“Why won’t you attack!” She asked it, but it only looked at her with fear and wonder.  Was it the room?  If it did choose to retreat where would it go?  The Bee was exactly the same as the bee that attacked Candace.  What was different here?  It was a Nargle, but this one was made by her.  She was its creator… Kelly focused on that thought.  She had looked deep into the other creature and nearly touched its tortured mind; felt it’s twisted desire to both destroy and die.  The Bee in front of her certainly wasn’t tortured likewise it was a creation of its own.  Why would it want to die?  The strange suicidal intent of the evil nargle was missing; therefore, it had fear and a desire to live.

“I made you for a purpose!” Kelly commanded.  She thought of the kittens; she was taking it’s free will away and didn’t like it.  The bee stirred nervously.  They touched minds as she had almost done long ago in the lab.  Hours of conversation flashed in her mind in an instant.  A conversation with an insect!  But the Nargle was so much more.  All she needed to do was ask for it to die, or just be willing to fight to the death.  Well, it’s death not hers!  Kelly outlined her boundaries, obviously no death, no long term incapacitation, and no taking her physically… internally.  It was to behave and attack as the enemies she had faced before, but with a clear STOP and freeze once she was defeated.  A real enemy would violate her and maybe even kill her but this was training.  The bloatflies had gone beyond violating her and she still escaped to fight another day, but Kelly didn’t count that as a success.  

Her eyes blinked a few times and she faltered a step back.  The mind meld was a rush!  Kelly threw up her guard and moved forward still ready to respond if the creature attacked but she knew it wouldn’t, not yet.  Placing the knife back into the sheath she wanted to touch the giant insect.  The Bee stood quiet and still like a statue, so still she questioned if it was real.  Its legs were hard as black volcanic rock and the armor plated body was incredible.  Vividly clear yet only two colors that melded into the armor which slid together like a glove.  The perfect fitting plates of black and white glass made it impenetrable.  Kelly tapped the metal ax against it.  It would take one heck of a hit to punch through, but like the spider she fought once inside there would be no skeleton only soft organs.  The .22 in her back pocket might be of some use but the tiny holes wouldn’t allow any more damage than passing though and it would probably take more shots than she had time for to take it down.  The wings were vulnerable and weak, but the creature would still be deadly on the ground.  Its mandibles were worse than she imagined.  Like a giant pair of plyers crossed with hedge trimmers.  One bite could take off an arm or a leg.  Range would be an important factor in fighting them.  Kelly moved to the business end and placed her hand on the rubber stopper.  It looked so silly now.  Pulling it off she was surprised not to find a stinger.  A thin section of sliding armor could pull back to reveal one, but she had never actually ever seen a stinger on the original.  Kelly tickled the Bee’s tail and encouraged it to open.  A soft pink fleshy organ slowly poked out.  At least it wasn’t a stinger!  Kelly stepped back knowing full well what it was and not wishing to grow any further.  The biggest threat this creature possessed was its scythe like pincers, and the legs if they had enough strength to rip and tear.  Somehow Kelly didn’t have to guess too hard about its power. 

Kelly took a few steps back and pulled the knife out blade down in her right hand and held that tomahawk in her left.  Enough was enough it was time to fight.  The bee's wings began to vibrate softly, warming.  The remnants of Red Hawks face paint still stained her face as she grimaced.  It was no or never and her weight rose off the soles of her feet onto the balls almost floating.  Her focus became a metal tool like a screwdriver, no and ice-pick focused on one thing waiting like a dancer for her partner to move.  In real fight she knew her enemy would never hastate to attack.  The things she had seen had no fear, no hesitation, only the insatiable desire of the Wendigo. 

The Bee snapped to life rising into the blank slate sky slowly bobbing a weaving looking to the best avenue of attack.  It's legs flowed after it limp like hinged steamers being dragged though the air but suddenly they went ridged and it dove after the small girl.


In the ocean of stars that blanketed our surrounding dimension Kelly's shown bright.  Another had joined her, she had created it from the darkness.  Now they danced and circled as if fighting.  Kelly's star far brighter than the smaller but it was immobile vs. the much faster star.  Kelly's star blinked for only a second, not going out entirely before coming back bright as ever and the second disappeared. 


Kelly blinked her eyes, she was in her room again looking at the blank canvas.  She has lost.  The last think she remembered were the Bee's pincers closing on her neck.  The moment was horrible she even now she felt the paralyzing fear of certain death.  She had to try again.  And again and again. 



--- End of Book 1 Chaper 14 takes place here.  Billy and Candace return to the apartment where Kelly has been alone all day.  A brief confrontation between Candace and Kelly as read in that chapter occurs and flows here.---



Kelly had lost count of her losses but her wins were easy to remember, zero.  She popped back into Alpha world and heard the school bus pull up.  The responsiblity of this place would never end.  She thought of making on more jump back into the canvas but decided to wait.  Soon enough she heard Billy and Candace come.

“Kelly!?!”  Candace yelled.  Kelly waited patiently this would be hard and she just wanted to get back to work.  It didn't take long for Candace to come up.  She gently knocked on the studio door and turned the knob.  An amazed sense of Kelly’s courage flashed when Candace thought of the first time Kelly came to her house and did the same.  “Kelly?”  She softly questioned as she pushed the door open. 

Kelly was sitting on a bar stool starring at an empty canvas.  Kelly slowly looked over, awakened from a trance and smiled to see her friend.  She still didn’t say anything.  Kelly understood like the confrontation with the Bee she couldn't take the first move.  Candace didn’t understand, if she was happy to see her why didn’t she come to school? 

“Hey, how’ve you been?”  Candace asked and walked over to stand beside her and look at the empty canvas.  “What’cha workin on?” 

The questions were juvenile and annoyed Kelly, but how could she expect them to understand.  The universe had been opened to her.  She couldn’t explain it to Candace anymore than she could paint it on this canvas.  Darkness had inadvertently showed her the light as well.  The world became a waking dream for her.  Kelly felt she could move in and out of reality into an invisible undercurrent.  The intricate inner workings of the world, of love and life were too marvelous and beautiful to express.  Darkness was out there, the incarnate of pure hatred and malice.  She had to understand how to alter the inner gears and working of this physical reality to stop it.  If she could pass beyond its grasp into the ethereal and become invincible to it, it would fail. 

Kelly took a deep breath knowing some sort of response was required of her, “How to use the keys to the universe…”

Candace raised a surprised eyebrow, “Well that’s not what I expected.  Why don’t we just jump to a hard one.  What’s the meaning of life?” 

Her smile had lost some of its wild innocence and brilliance but Kelly chuckled, “That’s easy.” 

“Go on then, let’s hear it.” 

“To go, to explore, to experience, to savor, to enjoy… to love.” 

“You don’t seem to be doing much of that in here.”

Kelly gave a quick look of pity and turned back to her canvas, “I need a bigger one, this one’s too small.”  Kelly was tired of crawling into it, she wanted to walk in, or maybe run if the need was great enough.

“Well Miss Universe, I don’t know what to tell you.  The real world over here needs you so why don’t you GO outside for a walk?”

She snapped her head back so fast it startled Candace, “It’s out there, and it’s not going for a walk… I have to figure this out.  You must understand it’s going to come for us all soon.”

Candace took a frightened step back.  “I…I need you…” She had never felt so small before in her life. 

Kelly jumped up; she was angry and frustrated though she knew she shouldn’t be.  Candace started to back up and Kelly followed her until she backed into the wall.  Candace was scared to death when Kelly pressed her arm and elbow into her stomach pinning her to the wall.  Her other hand reached under her skirt and brushed her panties aside. 

The tiny creature inside her womb stirred feeling Kelly’s raw power, while it was powerless to resist.  Like a magnet Kelly pulled it out without even touching the girl.  She stepped back holding the small wriggling worm in her palm.  “This is from beyond the fabric of reality and it’s nothing but a speck of dust.”  She smashed it in her hand letting the blood drip onto the carpet before throwing the carcass against the wall.  Candace held her breath in awe. 

“You could take it, examine it with the strongest microscope in the world and run a thousand tests and still miss the picture.  These floors and walls that make up this room are nothing but atoms.  The nucleuses of those atoms are like pennies on the floor of a Roman Catholic Cathedral.  Your reality, Candace only exists up here,” Kelly tapped her head.  “There’s something out there, something very evil, the spirit of evil to be exact that transcends all this.” Her eyes were wild and she waved her hands motioning to the whole room and world that Candace knew.

“I-I don’t… I mean what are you… we suppose to..” 

“I’m gonna kill the motha-fucker!”  Kelly went back to her stool and looked at the canvas again.  “Now, if you would help me find a bigger canvas.”

Candace was insufferable, "But what do you need a bigger one for?  That one is still blank?"

Kelly grinned a real genuine smile, "Let's try something."  Candace didn't like the evil in that grin and took her second scared breath since she had entered the room.  Kelly closed her eyes and took Candace by the hand.  "Here goes nothing!" 

For the first time someone else saw what Kelly saw.  If the connection and Kelly's concentration was strong enough she hoped to bring Candace along with her to Beta world.  Candace watched as the blank canvas grew fuzzy like a bass speaker vibrating.  Too fast to see but too much not to notice.  Kelly opened her eyes and laid the still blank canvas on the floor long ways.

Kelly looked over, "Join me wont you?"  The fake british accent wasn't funny to Candace who thought she had finally lost her mind.  Kelly pulled her onto the floor by the hand.  It was awekward on all fours and holding hand but Kelly began to lead into the fuzzy picture.  M.C. Escher couldn't have imagined a better mindfuck! Candace blinked as Kelly's head passed the threshold of the canvas.  It should have been there!  It was fuzzy but still something wasn't right.  Kelly yanked her friend though.  Once her own had passed the barrier the rest of Candace's mind began to accept the impossible.  And soon she was standing the sterile white expanse that Kelly knew has her own personal Beta world. 

Kelly pulled free of Candaces scared grasp to fling her arms wide and spun free flailing her arms like a whirlwind.  "This is my new home!"  Kelly yelled, it felt so good to cry out without fear of neighbors hearing or some judgmental peer.  She whirled close to her friend again and stopped to breath into her ear, "I can make anything I want in here."  Candace was too awestruck to hear much less comprehend.  "Come-on let's get some lunch!"  Kelly had resumed spinning like a ballerina in a large circle and in the middle a few thin lines took shape and sketched a table and a small greasy brown paper bag.  Candace soon found the smell of cheeseburgers assaulting her nose.  "Come, sit with me!"  Kelly stopped and threw her arms up and began to lean back into a trust fall and like magic Candace watched a chair sketch itself under her just in time.  Kelly pulled a burger out of the paper bag.  The cheap wax paper didn't even have a logo, if she had asked Kelly would have told her it was from the Country Kitchen but she didn't.  Suddenly the question Kelly had mentioned didn't sound so far fetched. 

Kelly spoke with her mouth full totally relaxed and enjoying the burger, "I've only really found this place today.  I've been "researching" all week.  The canvas seems to be my magic ball.  There are a few different things; like I think I can see the future.  Well sort of, I mean I don't know but it certainly helps me separate the good ideas from the bad ones.  It's scary though looking forward."  Kelly's eyes darkened and so did the white expanse around them.

Candace finally unfroze and moved to take a seat by her friend.  She didn't trust the chair at first but she needed to sit down.  "So this place is..."

"My personal sand box.  I can created anything I like here including lif!.  Well kind of...  I can bring nargles out of the dark and to life.  There 'technically' already alive I just, ya know, give them a vehicle."

This was the first Candace had heard of Nargles.  "Kelly... what are Nargles?"

This was already too much for her.  Kelly kicked her chair back onto two legs, "OOOOhhh!!!"  Candace got an eye full of half chewed hamburger.  "Yeah, right... Umm Nargles, well they are everything.  This chair, the burger I'm eating.  Here let me make a kitten!  Kelly finally put what was left of lunch down and held both hands together over the table like a magician and when the pulled back there sat a kitten.  "Meet... Mr. Nargle!"  Kelly was crazed with a power and understanding that Candace may never grasp. 

Mr. Nargle went for the left over burger. 

Like an actor Kelly donned a curious expression mask,  "I don't know about people though.  Are we nargles?"  Kelly paused to give this some deep thought.  "I'm sorry, I should explain.  Nargles are spirits, like a mountian may be known as dangerous and only for the most experienced climbers, or a road known for deadly car wrecks.  Maybe we as people at our core spirit, before it takes shape, are predisposed to certain attitudes.  But it's not who we are, see?"

Candace was blown away and reduced to the most basic of human questions, "Why?"

Kelly frowned, and appeared to struggle to answer this apparently simple question.  "Why what?

"Why are we here, why are you doing any of this."

Kelly was at least glad she didn't ask how, because that was a question she didn't understand.  "We are here because I need your help, and I'm doing this because..."  Kelly remember she hadn't told Candace anything.  "These things that attack us are evil Candace."  Kelly rolled her eyes, that was no surprise.  "I mean EVIL.  Darkest of dark destroy the world kind of evil."  Kelly didn't want to go into that park of the past week just yet. 

"So why you?"

"I don't know.  It came after me and I don't think it expected a fight."  Kelly took a deep breath and thought of the Bloatflies, "I've seen what it's done to other worlds."  That was a little white lie, she hadn't see directly what it had done, now she planned to, but the flies were a clear result.  "I think we're next, I don't know why.  I'm pretty sure it has to do with me.  Well not ME, but maybe the Nargle I was created from.  They are like a clay and I'm the sculpture that was made from it.  I'm different somehow, even you know it, but even in this safe place I cant defeat the evil."

"So much has changed so fast I don't think we're suppose to be able to keep up."

"I can't give up."  Her mind replayed the liquid pop when the physical creature was born.  "Don't you see?  We don't matter anymore; our lives are nothing.  If we do nothing everything we love and enjoy is gone so what do we lose by fighting?"  Kelly understood what it had taken from her, but she could see a view of Candace that the girl could not see herself.  Candace's father was her demon and had drained the shine from her star long ago.  Kelly had to believe there was still some left in her friend.  She knew there was, because that's what she loved about her.  Kelly steadied herself she had to paint Candace a picture from start to finish.  If only she could use a brush, but all she had were words.  Wait a second... this was her place of infinite possibilities there were no restrictions.  "Watch this!"

The white room darkened like a movie theater and Kelly's greasy burger bag became a projector.  Candace saw herself in class from third person; it was the first day she and Kelly crossed paths. 

Kelly narrated. "I know it all sounds so simple and crazy but you've see all this with your own eyes.  That first day something was awakened."  Kelly did a neat trick on the projector which was her own minds eye.  Zooming in on her own slumped figure in class that day the camera gave a dynamic shift to reveal a shadow creature hugging her back and pushing her down.  "It used me..."  Kelly's drawings flashed and came to life one by one.  "At that time there really was no way of knowing what we were doing. I hate to say it but Billy was right.  He had his role to play."

Candace couldn't stand watching him in this slideshow from hell, she finally broke when she saw him on the day of her Bee attack.  "So if all we've done is let it use us then what the hell are we doing now?"

Kelly smiled, but it was only to hide a deeper pain.  She wasn't ready to show Candace what really happened.  She wasn't ready to fully face it herself.  The pain and memories were like rocks in her mind, she felt their weight and knew what they were but wasn't ready to look.  "Thing's have changed."  Kelly jumped to the memory of her and Billy discovering the arrowheads behind the school.  It would work just fine if Candace believed that to be the moment of revelation and change.  "It's here but... it can't use me anymore.  Candace watched as Kelly ventured into Appalachian Naturals, then saw her face being painted by Red Hawk.  "It's jealous and angry now.  Maybe because we've figured it out and it wants us dead."  Candace gasped at seeing the giant spider jump over Kelly's helpless fallen body.  Watching this fight there was no doubt this creature was to be a killing blow. 

Candace staggered for words, "I don't understand... why did you keep me out?"

Kelly sighed and chose her words carefully, "I wasn't tring to keep you out, but..."  Trying to keep such a huge piece of the puzzle from Candace wasn't going to be easy but she couldn't tell her.  Not yet.  "I didn't want you to get hurt."

Candace's face turned sour and hurt, "I needed you."

"I know and I'm sorry.  I just didn't know how...  Billy was ready to commit me, and I think he still may."  The whole idea of Billy being on the inside while she was let alone at school with only questions infuriated Candace.  Could see the anger rising.  Kelly knew she needed to put some water on that fire, "I don't know what to do with him.  Billy's been, well, annoying.  I wish I could show you how much I felt the need to master this new power, and all he's dont is annoy and bother me."  This line of thought suddenely made her realize Candace didn't know about the recent trouble on the Mason farm.  This coverup was going to get out of hand and fast.  "But he's been the only one to bring me back to reality this week.  I know you dont like him but we can't exactly discard him either."

Candace didn't say it, but that's just how she felt his past week.  Discarded.  "So, what are you working on now?  I want to help."  For the first time Candace was actually afraid of being left out.

Kelly smiled.  Her warm grin could melt the iciest of conversations, "Funny you should ask, because I've hit a roadblock."

She stood and her mind began to conjure a picture.  She didn't know how Candace would react to seeing her nemisis The Bee again but it was make or break time.  The Bee was sketched out behind the bamboo cage.  Kelly made his one docil and not for fighting.  So far the bee always won and Kelly would wake up outside in the Alpha world, but she didn't know how that would work with Candace in here. 

Candace jumped back and grabbed at her chest as if her hands could calm her raging heart.

"Calm down Candace, it's one of mine.  I can make them too and bend their will to my desire.  This one's just for show."  Kelly walked over and reached in to touch it.  I need the skills to kill them.  We know their strenths but so far I've not found many weaknesess.  That Giant spider attacked me in the real world and I got lucky.  Very lucky.  Next time I want to be prepared. 

Candace was horrified to think of Kelling fighting these things over and over.  What a nightmare! 

Thier tough as nails, and while they lack a stinger the jaws can take your arm off.  It takes half a box of bullets just to put them on the ground where its still deadly when close. 

Candace finally spoke up, "Has it got you?  I mean like it got me?"

Kelly laught at the elementary question, "No, I can disable whatever part of its will I want.  Making it's penis a useless organ was first!"  Kelly covered her mouth, the word just came out and she felt so dirty for using it.  Candace giggled watching her cute reaction.  "It's been alot of trail and error but I've made incredible progress!  Untill now that is."

"Surely it's got some kind of weakness?"

"None that I've found.  It's faster, stronger, and more agile AND it flys!"

It took all the courage she could muster to ask, "Can I watch?"

Kelly thought of the losing paradox, but maybe she could programme the bee to simply stop fighting before it inflicted any injuries.  "Why not!"  Kelly reached atop and grabbed her knife and tomahawk.  The real ones were outside in Alpha but these copies worked fine in here.

Candace was hiding behind the sketched table thinking of how absurd her shelter was when Kelly released the beast.  It flew into the air angryly shoving out of the cage with enough forced to knock it back.  Kelly brought her weapons to bear as the bee dove in for it's first attack.  It would have latched on to bear hug Kelly had she not side stepped at the last moment.  She spun with a beautiful grace and brough the tomahawk down hard against its passing back.  The metal hit hard enough to almost cause a spark but glanced off tearing a wing to shreds.  The broken wing made a deafinging noise as the creature crashed to the ground.  It scrambled to it's feet as Kelly brought her weapons back to ready.  The thing looked huge on the open ground and moved like a bear but faster with and extra set of legs.  Kelly crouched to meet it but again spring into the air just in the nick of time to miss it.  She wanted to jump and land on its back.  Kelly had a theroy that maybe stay safe and hack at it's head for her first win, but it didn't work.  She landed odd and rolled off onto her hands and knees. 

Candace's heart jumped with new fear.  Even though she was fully clothed she was vulnerable and it was coming for her and fast.  Just before the Bee would have hit it froze like a picture.  It was wrapped around Kelly's back and ready to bite into her neck.  Candace couldn't deny the resembelance to her own position when she was attacked. 

Kelly squirmed out, to candace the embrace looked mildly sexual.  "And that's as far as I've gotten.  I can't get half a chance against that relentless attack."  Candace stood in awe, could she have just figured it out?

"Can it really be that simple?" 

"What? Have you got something?"

Kelly was so pure and painfully nieve it hurt sometimes.  "You took it's will away right?"

"Just a part, I can't have it trying to sex me up-"

"But that's it's weakness.  It's predictiable!"

"The relentless attack is predictable too but-"

"But one isn't going to kill or maim you as soon as it gets in range.  You can Black Widiow the bastard!"

Clearly not enthused Kelly had to ask, "Black Widow?"

"Yeah the Black Widow spider Kills her mate."

"I'm not going to ... mate..." the word dripped with disgust.

"I'm not saying bend over and ask for it.  No wait, that's exactly what you do!"

"Candace, Candace, No.  OK, I'm trying to find real solutions."

Candace was on fire, "No, listen.  You just invite it, then while it's trying you're in position to stab it in the face!"

Kelly was infuriated.  While she was in position?  You mean while it was in position!  "No Candace.  I appricate it, but I've got to get back to work so please just go back downstairs and wait with Billy.  I can be in here for hours and only seconds pass in the real world so maybe I'll be out before you reach the bottom of the stairs."

She wasn't used to getting such harsh rejection, and to her it seemed like a good idea.  It's what she would do.  Candace slowly made her way out with downcast eyes and ready to cry.  Kelly didn't have time to feel sorry anymore; it was time to get back to work.

Kelly watched as Candace craweled through the canvas and back into the real world.  Her skirt rode up and Kelly couldn't help but stare at her panty clad privates.  Candace was so perverted.  She had actually asked for a drawing just to have sex with two weeks ago.  Had it been that long, or longer? 

Her face frowned to become dark and serious.  The serious face was ironic because just at that moment Kelly was thougt maybe she was being too serious.  The giant white space was feeling clostraphobic.  She waved the bee away.  It descintergrated into dust.  Kelly shook her head annoyed and everything was blown like sand to oblivion. 

Closing her eyes she concentrated and when she took the next breath it was filled with ocean salt.  The atmosphere was humid and warm, but not too hot, just right.  Kelly opened her eyes and surprised herself.  The blank canvas reacted to her imagination but even she wasn't aware it was this vivid. 

Kelly stood on an ocean Isle.  A deep forest streached behind her full of rich greens and topped with a picturesque volcano.  Palm trees and huge ferns were closest.  A coconut felt and landed with a heavy thud in the beach sands.  The water was clear carribian blue.  A thin pier reached and impossible length into the ocean.  In the real world the weather would make such a thing impossible.  In beta world the tides were perfect and the weather sunny and partyly cloudy.  Her clothing felt out of place.  It was the only tie to who she really was.  Holding to that tie was an abomination.  Kelly nearly jumped out of her jeans and shirt.  The simple cotton panties were close enough to bikini bottoms but her bra felt cumbersome.  Kelly knew she had no real need for the bra but wasn't quite ready to be nude even though she already felt damp sweat in it. 

Heavy cumulonimbus clouds raced though the blue sky above.  The beach sands were warm as her toes dug in but the air wasn't too hot.  The sun had been baking the sands but Kelly was shaded by the huge clouds.  The hot sun wouldn't be out unless Kelly was ready of course.  She raced down to the pier glad to be running to something and now away.  The faded grey wood reminded her of Red Hawks cabin, and why not it probably was the same wood.  The impossible pier shot out into the vast ocean like a solitary pencil sketch line, thin, streight, impossibly long, but lacking a mechanical perfection.

This place was amazing.  It was her own mind and it could trap her if she wasn't careful.  The walk along the train tracks to the country kitchen was perilous and felt like an unnessassary risk.  But that was the trap.  How much time could she spend in here before it became unhealthy?  With any magical world at her fingertips why would she ever want to go back to Alpha.  Her since of duty was at it's weakest.  Billy and Candace were back at the apartment right now.  Beta world really messed with her since of time the most.  Would Candace even be out of the studio yet or frozen mid step.  So many questions that would never be answered.  It seemed there was always a more important piece of the puzzle at hand. 

Candace and Billy... the two of them filled her mind.  Kelly sat dangeling her feet in the clean waters as exotic fish darted around.  She felt guilt formost.  Maybe she should bring them here.  They were stuck back in the grungy and burden filled Alpha earth at a tiny map dot called Spincer where history would record the apocalypse began.  It all seemed so far away from her tropical paradise.  Billy was on his own, he had chosen to be a tag along since the beginning, but Kelly felt she owed Candace something.  She had been too hard on her and even though the idea was abhorant Candad did make a valid point. 

Evil had left an oily toxic smudge on Kelly's soul and she had a painful understanding of it's intentions.  It didn't matter what the spirit infected, what it caused was always the same.  It was a spirt of destruction and pain yes, but moreover a spirt of starvation of hunger.  It fed from that pain and the girls offered it a rare meal.  Like eating steak and potatoes every night the everyday fear of dying and pain of loss wasn't enough.  This is where Kelly really feared for Candace and Billy.  She understood that she was Darkness's focus but didn't fully understand her light.  The brightness and purity of her spirit was the rarest of delicacies.  Her two friends had lost or didn't hold a light to her flavor and that put them in grave danger.  Kelly couldn't put a finger on it but she knew. 

Still Candace's point deserved a bit of thought.  Even if she wasn't going to entice them sexually she was taking part of their true being.  When she fought one in Alpha it would be a different creature entirly.  These she created were great for honing her battle skills but she would have to face the true enemy sooner or later. 

Gritting her teeth Kelly waved away the ocean breeze and the ocean too.  She was left sitting on the dripping pier in her blank stage.  Not even the rolling clouds or blue sky remained.  The cage appeared and she redifined the new battle rules into her enemy while strappin on the knife and tomahawk.  Her clothes had been drawn back on magically.  The bee rose from the bamboo cage and targeted her as usual.  No apparant change.  The battle was short and Kelly lost again.  The stage reset just after the bee froze.  It had knocked her down and was ready to pincor into her lower back. 

Kelly was furious, deep down she hoped it would work.  She thought of Candace, poor Candace how wrong she would have been if the fight had been real.  "Heh," Kelly smirked.  She was glad to be right.  An unspoken rivelry seemed to be brewing between the two girls.  Candace probably wasn't even a few steps away from the canvas yet but Kelly couldn't tell how many hours had passed.  She thought of her freind already hurt from the weeks rejection and how she weakly walked away and craweled back through the portal.  The girl aways wore skirts.  Her desire to be sexually appealing and faith she put in it was HER weakness. 

An idea hit her.  An Eurika moment.  If you walked up on a bear in the woods and wanted to survive you didn't challenge it, you quietly backed away.  Maybe Candace was right, or at least halfway.  To stop the all out attack she needed to be less aggressive.  What if she submitted to it?  Kelly hated candace right now.  What if she did try to entice it.  Suddenly she was thinking on the exact same lines as her friend hours ago. 

Kelly redrew a skirt on her legs just like the one Candace has been wearing.  The carmine plad and pleats were a sharp contrast to her bare legs.  The open air made Kelly feel almost naked, and she was. 

She couldn't believe what she was about to do as she got down on her hands and knees exposing her bottom to the thing in the cage.  The clasp released and the bee rose into the air.  Her eyes were clenched as she feared something might go wrong but the knife was securly hidden below her. 

The bee hoverd for a moment, much longer than usual as it apprased the scene.  The pinky fleshy appendage squirmed out and tasted the air.  Slowly, much slower than it's attack speed it approached the waiting girl.  Kelly felt the strong winds from it's beating wings buffet her waiting butt.  The skirt was thrown back.  The thin ovipositor brushed across her panties as it reached her.  The bee was still careful and Kelly knew it feared her but couldn't resist. 

Kelly cried out a short fearful gasp as the pressed agaisnt her gusset more firmly but the bee was still in flight and she needed it to land.  Her panties had been though alot that day and though the sweat and rigeroius battles and streaching Kelly wished she had a fresh pair.  Not that a tiny strip of cotton was any protection anyway. 

With it's abdomen bent in an odd sexual display the Bee finally began to land focusing more and more on probing Kellys gusset.  it was a wild thing, slimy and grose writhing like a hurt snake trying to find it's mark.  She hated the waiting every second felt like a lifetime but finally it's wings stopped.  With the bee ridged and bent to the breaking point trying to enter her womanhood Kelly stiked.  She rolled bringing the knife up against it's hard exoskeleton.  The square hit was pushed by both her hands and didn't just break though but punched in a whole section of armor.  The internal organs of the insect were a mystery.  One she might try to solve later, though she knew she could never anticipate the anatomy of an enemy.  She shoved deep where it's heart should have been.  The hesitation was longer than expected but the bee leaped away flurrying it's wings and kicking all six legs, but it didn't go far.  The injury was grevous.  Insects have a tendency to struggle on untill no life is left and the bee twitched and kicked in a futile attack.  Kelly watched as her first victory neared.  She calmly walked to the pier to retrieve the tomahawk.  The bee was a formidable enemy but by far the weakest point was it's neck.  She have never been able to reach it before.  The tomahawk easily severed it's head clean off.  The pincors still worked back and forth even after it skidded to a stop. 

She was triumphant again.  Her next challenge weighed in her mind.  She would have to conqure the spider again but this time with skill and planning rather than blind luck.